Monday, April 6, 2015

Happy Easter!


Kris and I stayed at home for our second Easter here in Uganda. We had some PCV friends over and had a great time dying eggs in the morning. As we ate some really old candy bars Kris found, we listened to the songs and drumming floating in through the windows from the religious gathering at the school. The majority of Ugandans practice Christianity, so Easter is celebrated widely, with church gatherings, parades, and crosses of all sizes being carried around on display. It makes explaining how many Americans celebrate the holiday – with eggs and dye and chocolate bunnies – sound a bit like we’re just trying to see how ridiculous we can be and still get our Ugandan friends to believe us. “No really! We tell kids that a giant bunny comes in the middle of the night and leaves them colorful chocolate eggs! Yes, I know that bunnies don’t lay eggs. Yes, eggs aren’t chocolate. No, you’re right, bunnies aren’t really that giant…”







Carmen had the coolest egg, by far!

The local eggs we get in the village are brown, which we all forgot was different than the white eggs we dye back in the States, so the colors came out a bit differently.




Disposing of the dye.



In the afternoon, after the five-hour church service we skipped out on and after Ravi forced us to hide eggs so he could have an Easter Egg hunt, the neighborhood kids came around to play matatu, the popular Ugandan card game. It’s also actually the only Ugandan card game; Kris and I drew some blank looks in the beginning of our time here when people asked us to play cards and we asked what game they wanted to play. “Cards.” “Yes, but what game?” “…cards.” Matatu is a bit like Uno with added flourishing, posturing, and outraged sounds encouraged – in short, a lot of fun. We also taught the oldest, Manzi, how to play Guillotine. He loved it, especially since he won! All in all, this Easter was the perfect mix of Uganda and America.  

Ravi's triumph.


Kris shuffling on people's heads - always good for a giggle.


The kids enjoyed playing with the guitar and rocking Kris' $1 bus park shades. 




Good people aren't hard to find,
they're right around the corner
at the end of the line, it's true.
Good people got peace of mind,
and I'd like to spend some time with you.
- Great Big Sea




Thursday, March 5, 2015

Fighting with Gorillas

Bwindi Impenetrable Forest – the name itself (while technically untrue) has an air of mystery, an allure that conjures up images of a vine-choked jungle, a chattering canopy, a distant rustle of an unseen animal.

Visiting Bwindi and its mist-covered hills with Mom, Paul, and Kris was one of the amazing, precious times when reality lived up to my imagination.


Leaving in the dawning light of the early morning to go gorilla tracking, we followed our guide through the dense brush for hours, slipping on vines as we clambered through the path he left with his deft, sure machete hacks. Two armed military members brought up the front and rear and a porter tailed close behind us – a small, local woman carrying a backpack of our food and water almost half her size, offering up her tiny hand to guide me down through the hollowed-out tree that my taller, broader, exercise-5-days-a-week self couldn’t seem to get up the energy to get through. As I almost collapsed into her arms, three hours into our trek, we exchanged grins and I thought for the millionth time how ridiculous it was that there wasn’t some sort of fitness requirement for foreigners to do this. The local villagers accompanying us were barely breathing heavily – the guard behind me had the impressive, admirable, but slightly-irksome habit of pausing to take in the scenery while I trekked 15 minutes ahead of him and then dashing down the hill, around and over trees to catch up with me in about 1 minute, stopping just before he ran full-tilt into me. I, however, had two hands wrapped around my walking stick and was using it to drag myself forward, inwardly starting to debate with myself about how many people it would take to carry me out in one of those woven stretchers they have when I collapsed.


Our amazing porter, Immaculate.


Bwindi is one of Uganda's oldest and most biologically diverse rainforests, home to 400 species of plants, 120 mammals including baboons, chimps, antelopes, and elephants, 350 species of birds, and half of the world's mountain gorilla population.

But then our guide, after chatting on his walkie talkie to the trackers ahead and checking his GPS, announced that we were almost to the gorillas and I caught my second wind. As we carefully navigated our way down what could more accurately have been described a cliff than a hill, I strained to discern some sort of gorilla-like sound from the hoots and calls all around us, sure that they were behind the very next tree. Yet it wasn’t until almost an hour later (good trick, guide) that we finally heard an echoing, bellowing sound. Exchanging excited glances, we looked to our guide for confirmation and he gave us a big grin – we were there.

We met up with the two trackers who had been ahead of us, trying to locate the gorilla group for the day for a visiting research group. We left our supplies and walking sticks with them and moved cautiously forward with our guide, coming to stand on a steep slope covered in thick undergrowth. Our guide hacked down a screen of plants in front of us with his machete and there, behind it, not twenty feet from us, was a female gorilla with her infant. As we stood there, entranced by the mother holding her baby in one hand and using the other to help her rip branches apart with her teeth, we realized that we were, in fact, surrounded. A male gorilla rested in nettle leaves to our left; two more gorillas wandered on the hill above us; a silverback called to his group, responses coming from every direction; a baby gorilla tumbled down the incline, crushing small trees and plants in his path, rolling to a stop and jumping up joyfully. All in all, we were in the midst of a gorilla group of more than twenty members.

Newborn mountain gorillas are tiny. They weigh about four pounds and are able only to cling onto their mother’s fur. They ride on her back starting at about four months until they are two or three years old. 


Young gorillas, from three to six years old, spend most of their day playing – climbing trees, chasing one another, swinging from branches, and rolling down hills. 


Gorillas are herbivores and can eat up to 66 pounds of food a day!

There are only about 700 mountain gorillas remaining on Earth. They live in the green volcanic slopes of Uganda, Rwanda, and the Democratic Republic of Congo.






The alpha male is usually a silverback – the hair of older adult males turns a distinctive silver as they mature – and leads the group with impressive shows of physical power. Mountain gorillas stand four to six feet tall, can live for 40 – 50 years, and weigh from 300 to 485 pounds! 

Certificates are a big deal in Uganda (smiling for pictures is not). Here we are, "graduating" from gorilla tracking!

It was like every dream I had as a kid that involved researching animals, being Jane Goodall or Diane Fossey, living in the wild – it helped that we had two real-life scientists right next to us, actively engaged in the work that I avidly read about in elementary school. I could almost pretend that this was my career too, spending days among the gorillas, filling a notepad with precise observations as I also mused about the social life of these impressive, massive animals, affectionately naming each one, celebrating their victories and mourning their losses along with them.

As we stood along a beat-down path, lined up, I noticed a silverback beginning to move all the way to my left. I started filming, hoping I could get a picture of him walking around, when all of a sudden, he sped up. The guide pulled me back as the male sprinted by Kris, lashing out with his legs in two vicious kicks. Kris stumbled but remarkably kept his balance (must be all those times he got kicked in Capoeira). The gorilla continued running, right towards Paul, who had his back turned watching a gorilla farther up the slope. We softly cried out warnings, but it was too late – the silverback hip-checked Paul in passing, sending him sprawling to the ground after getting hit with the equivalent of a 350-pound sack of bricks. Paul lay on the ground, stunned, unsure whether or not he was injured. I knew I had just the thing to bring him out of his shock: “Hey Paul! I got that on video!” The two scientists chuckled next to me. “Now that’s a story!”


After we hit the time limit we were allotted to spend with the gorillas, who are habituated but still wild, we began the slightly shorter two and a half hour hike back to the park center. Exhilarated and exhausted by our encounter, we dug deep to find the energy to get back, teasing each other as we went.

“Looks like the girls are smart and fast enough to get out of the way of a 350-pound gorilla!”

“Looks like the boys are the only ones who got to touch a gorilla!”

We finally made it back to the lodge, changing out of our sweaty clothes and slumping on the front porch of the main building with the beers that the hotel staff had put in the icebox for us that morning. I could feel my body already starting to stiffen in the cooler, high-altitude temperatures, tighten up in that wonderful way that meant I had pushed it as hard as I possibly could. I sank back into my chair while we sipped our beers – and Kris sipped his water – enjoying the view of the sunset over the forest and the broad swath of rich green terrace farming beyond. As I glanced over and saw Mom, Paul, and Kris slowly nodding off, I smiled, picked up by book, and put my feet up on the wooden railing – one of the best days ever.

Our rewards.


Dreaming of mountain gorillas.



 “It is the peace of the forest that I carry inside.” 
– Jane Goodall

Saturday, November 29, 2014

The Illusion of Separateness


Happy Thanksgiving! Kris and I ended up staying at home for the holiday, but we still managed to have a fairly respectable feast. 


We picked up some necessary ingredients from the “exotic foods” stall – celery, parsley, and cauliflower - at the market in the closest town about an hour and a half away. 

Not your typical cooking-on-Thanksgiving view, but still gorgeous!

We also picked up some wine and TONS of butter and cheese. In the afternoon, we made some DIY Thanksgiving decorations – a turkey, a sign, and a thankfulness pumpkin, all made out of cardboard, paper, and nails in true make-it-work Ugandan style. We also managed to download the Macy’s Thanksgiving Day Parades from 2013 while in town so, at exactly the time the parade started in the States, we set up the Nexus and the laptop to play the 2013 parade in the kitchen and living room in surround-sound. 


With a two-burner gas range, one pot, one saucepan, a toaster oven, and a shoe, we made cookies, rolls, cauliflower, stuffing, potatoes au gratin, and opened a bottle of wine to celebrate our second Thanksgiving in Uganda. 

Finally got the dough for the rolls to rise!


 No, this didn't work.

It wouldn't be Ugandan Thanksgiving without malaria medicine!

Kris is dreaming of how delicious the food will taste once I'm done making him take pictures.

Happy Thanksgiving!

While Thanksgiving is not a Ugandan holiday, giving thanks is engrained into every day here. As a collectivistic culture, expressing appreciation and acknowledgment is a part of everyday interaction in Ugandan life. Whether you’re a teacher walking to school, a worker digging a ditch, or a woman working in the field, passersby – both friends and strangers – call out, “Webare murimo!” which means “Thank you for your work!” It doesn’t matter if you aren’t teaching their children, digging their ditch, or harvesting their food; people appreciate the work you are doing because they know that what affects one person affects all.

As Americans, we sometimes can see interdependence as weakness. Being strong, independent, and self-supporting are desirable values in our culture – it’s a point of pride to be able to “make it on your own.” These values are exemplified in the Burger King slogan, "Have it your way!" As Howard C. Cutler puts it, the message is, "America, the land where not only every man and every woman is an individual but also where every hamburger is an individual!"

While self-confidence, independence, and individuality are certainly admirable qualities, this point of view, coupled with the technologically-drenched society we live in, leads us to lose sight of how we benefit from others. Standing in a crowded, silent elevator while everyone checks their phone gives us the illusion that we are in our own worlds. Online, we can shop, order meals, get answers, and even work without interacting with a single person, but also without ever giving a thought to who made our computer, who built our house, who harvested our food, or who ensures that we have electricity. In our day-to-day lives, it's difficult for us to see our common connections and all too easy to feel like we live in our own personal, self-sustaining bubbles.

In Uganda, however, neighbors, friends, and co-workers are acutely aware of how they are connected; their ties are strong and clearly evident. There is a deep sense of community and each member is supported daily by that community in a myriad of ways, from economic to social. So when I’m walking to school, the gatekeeper thanks me for teaching the children in his village because he knows that an educated population can bring more to his home. The boda driver passing the ditch digger thanks him because he knows that he is making the road safer for everyone when the next heavy rain comes. The store owner passing the woman working in the fields thanks her because even though he will not eat that food, he knows that to make the community stronger makes him stronger as well.

This is not to say that Uganda has the perfect culture or that we should adopt their culture. Neither individualistic or collectivistic cultures are beneficial in their extremes. Connections among individuals in a community, known as social capital, can have positive consequences such as mutual support, cooperation, trust, and institutional effectiveness, but it can also have negative results such as sectarianism, ethnocentrism, and corruption. But this doesn't mean that we can't learn from the good and try to leave the bad behind; both individualism and collectivism have something to teach each other. I think that maintaining or even regaining our connection to others and our sense of community is something that American individualistic culture can benefit from. On average, Americans report that they have only two close friends or confidantes. Yet school performance, public health, clinical depression, race relations, community development, teen suicide, economic productivity, and even happiness are all demonstrably affected by how (and whether) we connect with the people around us. While we certainly are not socially isolated, are we socially rich? How connected do we really feel to our fellow human beings?

Perhaps adopting the spirit of webare murimo, and therefore an acknowledgement of each other's, and our own, contributions can be a beginning to a stronger connection in our communities once again. So webare murimo to all of my loved ones back home that I miss so much. Thank you for everything that you do to make me, your friends, your family, strangers, and yourself stronger, healthier, and happier. Remember that even when you are helping yourself, you are helping others; your daily actions are far more widespread and impactful than you could imagine. Appreciate that, and take a moment to appreciate others as well.

We are not all the same, but we are all connected.


“Just as the wave cannot exist for itself, but must always participate in the swell of the ocean, so we can never experience life by ourselves, but must always share the experience of life that takes place all around us.” 
~ Albert Schweitzer

Monday, November 10, 2014

Travel in Uganda

There can be many words used to describe traveling in Uganda – chaotic, packed, boring, sweaty, amazing, hysterical, animal-ridden, fascinating, interminable, thought-provoking, reflective, beautiful – but short is never one of them. Although the country is about the size of Oregon, the condition of the roads and people-to-vehicles ratio ensure that any journey you want to embark upon is going to take up a sizable chunk of your day. Therefore, you must prepare accordingly. 

The morning of a travel day, we have to  be very careful to only use as much water as is required to brush our teeth. Pit stops on public transportation are rare and always unpredictable, and it’s not uncommon to take a five hour bus ride without ever getting a chance to go to the bathroom. Even though I’m travelling outside the village, as a woman, I should still dress in a long skirt. A bathroom break does not always guarantee a restroom, and it’s a lot easier and much less indecent to go in the bushes wearing a skirt rather than jeans. We also have to make sure that you have small bills, for while there are always people selling food (and chickens and headphones and toilet paper and newspapers and solar chargers and kitchenware and geese) through the bus windows, the bus driver will not necessarily wait until everyone gets their change. After all, he has a schedule to keep and the hawker should be fast enough to keep running alongside until he can throw his customer’s change back through the window.



To get to the capital, Kris and I have to leave around 7:30 a.m. to catch a matatu (mini-bus) at our local stage to the nearest town, about an hour and a half away.It is quite the fashion in Uganda for matatus to have large decals on their rear windows, usually something along the lines of God/Allah Is Good/Great/Fair/Just or generally mystifying, like Good Mother. When I can, I like to choose my preferred matatu according to its decal: Try Again. OK, I will. Thank You Jesus. Is that what I’m going to exclaim if I actually get to my destination? Rash Hour. Definitely not. Use Skin Care. Well, it’s good advice… Safe Journey. Bingo!



(Taken by Lindsay Carrera)

When we reach town, we must then either wait at the Post Office for the Post Bus, which delivers both people and mail, or head to the bus park to find another bus. Whether you are Ugandan or foreign, whenever you enter the bus park you are immediately swarmed by drivers and conductors shouting and pulling at you. Their determination is remarkable and they will not be swayed; to them, even your choice of destination is negotiable. 

Conductor: “Kabale! Kabale! Where are you going?”
Me: “Kampala, not Kabale.”
Conductor: “No, Kabale! You come.”
Me: “No thanks.”
Conductor: “You come to Kabale!”
Me: ::shakes head::
Conductor: “Why not Kabale?”
Me: “Oh, good point! Let’s go!”

Once you do convince them that you are pretty set on going to Kampala, then you have to continue to be very firm on what bus line you want to take. When Andrea came to visit, we were mobbed by representatives from both the Link Bus and Global, shouting at us and at each other and at that goat over in the corner about how their buses were better. As we walked through the park being buffeted by conductors on both sides, the crowd grew as I kept firmly stating that we were taking Global. When we finally maneuvered around the Link people and boarded the Global bus, the entire bus burst into applause. While you don’t get mauled taking the bus in the U.S., I also bet you’ve never been greeting by a wave of cheering while you find your seat either. 

For any driver or conductor looking for fares here, nothing is impossible. “Make it work” should be Uganda’s official slogan. You have a coffin you need to transport? The boda (motorcycle taxi) guy can strap it behind him and deliver it to your house! 9 people already crammed into a 5-person car when it pulls over for a mother and her child? The driver will share his seat, and remember, babies are floaters! You want to ride in this minibus but you have five suitcases and half a dozen live chickens? The suitcases can go on top of the bus, under people’s seats, and on the front dash. The chickens can go anywhere – just tie up their feet and distribute them on people’s laps! You want to get on this bus to Kampala but you have your motorcycle with you? Don’t worry – we can totally fit it under the bus.




Once we’re actually on the bus, and all luggage, chickens, motorcycles, and various foodstuffs have been stowed away, it’s a six-hour ride with one stop for a bathroom break - if we’re lucky. TVs on the bus are rare, but there is generally always entertainment, whether it’s a snake-oil salesman selling deworming medication or a man who hops on the bus for awhile to play a traditional instrument and sing songs that range from mocking to Amazing Grace.


Street signs and posted notices are also a good source of entertainment during a long day of travel. Obama Washing Bay, Hotel B+, and Sande’s Fresh Diary are some of my favorites.
 And don’t forget the monkeys!

"Please, there is no parking here" - most polite sign ever!

No nosy behavior here, no ma'am.




Going home, it’s the same thing all over again.

Travel is always an adventure here, but also always exhausting. When we finally arrive home from a hectic trip to the capital and back, lugging our backpacks and bags of groceries we picked up along the way, it’s still not quite over. There is one custom left to observe. After a long time away, or a just a quick run to the banana stand, the always-smiling gatekeeper at the college never fails to engage us in the Ugandan tradition of greeting in the local language. Translated into English, it has the faint edge of the maniacal in it…

Gatekeeper: You’ve returned!
Us: Yes.
Gatekeeper: You’ve returned well?
Us: Yes.
Gatekeeper: You’re back!
Us: We’re back.
Gatekeeper: You’re back?
Us: Yes.
Gatekeeper: Did you spend your day well?
Us: Yes.
Gatekeeper: How did you spend your day?
Us: We spent it well.
Gatekeeper: Thank you!
Us: OK, thank you too.
Gatekeeper: OK, OK, spend the night well.
Us: Yes, OK, OK.

It’s long, it’s repetitive, it’s confusing, and it’s incredibly welcoming and wonderful to come home to. I wouldn’t have it any other way (most days, at least).

 Smiling in photos is not a Ugandan custom. He's pretty close though!


“Travel does what good novelists also do to the life of everyday, placing it like a picture in a frame or a gem in its setting, so that the intrinsic qualities are made more clear. Travel does this with the very stuff that everyday life is made of, giving to it the sharp contour and meaning of art.” – Freya Stark